I don't know why i always fucking tired lately and didn't get a good sleep especially this week.
Plus, i've been thinking a lot lately because of my finals is in 3 days from now, which is so sad because i can't really enjoy new year holiday like the rest of my friends and also i think i feel sad because of T.O.M, hashtag PMS is so gonna ruined my mood.
So, TODAY is the last day of 2011 aka the New Year's Eve :) and what's your plan for tonight?
I admit, before this...i was so looking forward to celebrate new year with my loved ones.
I shop almost everyday before Christmas day to find my dress,shoes & etc..haha
But now, i just don't feel the same anymore... whyyyyyy? :(
I know most people are going out for a party & say "let's get DRUNKKKKKKKKK tonight@club!!!"
Haaah! There you go! all the way to dubsdubdubsdub.
I kinda too old for party hard anyway.
I'm not the type of girl who loves getting drunk & then, forget everything about your world.
I prefer memories rather than not being able to remember a detail about what i've done.
Too much drinking makes me tipsy & drunk.haha
The POINT is too much alcohol makes you lose control of your mind, lets say la..if you get to f*ck someone tonight because of you both were drunk, that is so stupid & meaningless.
Then because of you're too drunk...%#^&$^& you might receive a wonderful present next year, BAM! *BABIES for your stupidity* then what? abort it & kill your own child like what some dumb & cruel kids do nowadays? haha okay enough about that.
If you can't remember anything when you're drunk, tell me what's the point of celebrating & party for?
New years is suppose to be memorable & a celebration to welcoming a better life next year besides getting old anyway.
I just hope that, i will have a great new year celebration this year. I don't hope or wish for more anymore, i just want a good memory of the last day of 2011. I'm not sure who will read this, maybe none of you or maybe some of you just scroll around & check out the pictures without reading it.haha i don't mind. But those who really paying attention to mybullshits here, thank you. i do have something to tell here.
Here's my review for 2011.
Overall,i will conclude that 2011 year is not a bad year for me..#2011 # 2011in3words #lastdayof2011 is so trending right now on twitter.haha :P
The year 2011 is a blessing to me actually, well of cause la got ups & downs also.
But beginning of the year 2011 until my final sem, i met a bunch of new good friends in college,well its not that i just met them actually, we just never talk to each others until we all satu group for assignments & projects then, that's how we became friends. I love you guys btw!:))
I don't talk much to people especially if we don't know each other & i don't start the conversation first. Call me stuck-up ka ,minta puji ka,macam taik ka, i don't care. haha
Let just say that i'm not that friendly anymore.
I used to be more friendly-ier & easy to get along with last time,which is totally different compared now. Something happened & i just don't trust people around me.
I might be quiet & shy sometimes, but once you know me, you know i just can't stop talking crap to you! plus I'm too picky especially in choosing friends.
I would rather not hanging out with anyone than surrounded by fakes.
I just stop being nice to people who don't even try to appreciate it.
Some people loves to stick with you to take advantage of you and they're just fake.
some people are BORN THAT WAY. Been through that shits especially during high schools.
Those who used to really hangout & sticks with me until now, they know me well. and one more thing, just because of you know my face, my name & hear stories of me from others, doesn't mean you fucking know me.
So grow up bitch, get a life seriously. i mean get a proper life.
Ok enough, back to the topic, besides making new friends, i have a great birthday this year :) thanks for those who really remember & wish me on my birthday eventhough i don't have a facebook anymore. I know my bestfriends will remember my birthday but other than that...i'm really happy that some you guys remember my birthday eventhough we don't talk much anymore. :(
like Kevjumba said,if the only way they tell you happy birthday is on Facebook. #notatruefriend
Next thing is, new family member join the Awah's clan :)
Then, i went to SEOUL@KOREA! One of the most memorable trip in my life:) thanks mummy!
Not forgotten that, i created my kkfoodlicious blog! Eventhough i don't have much followers like others, its okay, i just wanna thank all of you who have been so supportive & drop by to check out my bullshit. I never really expect to get 20k ++ visitors and some followers ...haha
My first intention when i first created this blog is to share some food that i've tried before & because of i don't have facebook, blog is my only social entertainment online & to show off i guess? :))
besides that, i think 2011 is a great year because i don't fight much with him :))
I don't know whats going to happen between us in the future, maybe we still together or maybe no. but oh well .. i just hope the feeling will not fade soon & we're going stronger than before..:p
And one more thing, i passed all my major subjects for finance!! wow! I'm proud with my Investment Analysis & Financial Market Institution paper!
My dream is to become a successful Financial advisor or investment banker one day, why? i have no idea actually but they say it make a lot of $$$ la. I think one of the wise decision I've made in my life is choosing Business & Finance as my future career. It suits me way better than being an optician or quantity surveyor.haha I spent 4 years studying science stream, then because of lack of choices to further studies in KK, i changed my career path which turn out.....the wise decision ever!hahah :) I think that's it for my 2011 review.
My new year's resolution;
hmmm, 2011 is the ending year of being a student,
so 2012 is my new beginning of my career world after internship Jan - April:)
I wish to be successful, successful & SUCCESSFUL!
I think you get my point then, haha i want to make a lot of money so that i can fulfil my demand, have a good life, travel around the world ( tapi im sure x cukup duit after shopping, so travel around Asia first :D), buy new phone, invest in something, lose some weight & buy my own car & house once i think i can support myself already laaa..
I just don't want to count on/depend too much on other people.
"Kais makan pagi, Kais Makan petang" is one of the famous malay proverbs, and i don't want that kind of life in the future & hopefully it won't happen to me =)
Sneek peek of my unborn baby :)
His name is........ HONDA OSM
Oh well, i guess that's the end of my 2011 blog post.
Later on i'm going out with my parents for a family dinner, then go out with my boyfriend for a countdown before midnight maybe @ clubs, definitely i won't get drunk.
I want to wish all of you Happy New Year & have a blast today :)
Btw, last video sharing! I found this song already!yay~ thanks to my boyfriend, I love the song ever since i heard the song from his friend. but I'm way too old for boyband or date a immature guy or the boyish style la..haha i do wish someone sing this to me also laaaa...
p/s Zayn (the boy with earing) is hawt! :P
Yours sincerely,
Hermion H.A :)